In Memorium: Thai Li 7-15-91 to 8-23-06

I wanted to say goodbye to my cat here. It's hard enough thinking about this, and I'm not sure if I can do it later. I've had her since she was 7 weeks old. My Mother got her fo rme for my birthday. She was so tiny she fit in one hand. She was attached to me instantly, and would follow me allover the house, talking to me the way Siamese cats do. She was never a cuddly lap cat until tis year, as she got older and as we now know, sicker. She started sleeping with me last year, on my pillow, which I always thiught was strange, but made me happy. Just a few months ago she started laying on my lap, which she had never done before. I know people humanize thier pets, but I do beleive she knew she was sick, and was getting in as much love as she could. We found out she has a tumor beind her right shoulder blade, most likely cancer. She is 15, and otherwise healthy, a tragedy in its own right. But she has stopped eating and seems to be in pain walking, so it's time to send her to Rainbow Bridge where she can be happy and pain-free again. I'm glad I wasn't working today, and am able to spend her last day with her, hearing her purr for the last time, kissing and hugging her like crazy, taking some last pictures. Going through the house today and getting rid of her things is really hard, and all of this hurts like hell. it stinks, but it's the right thing to do, and i can't be selfish and keep her around because it's too painful for me to be without her. She has always comforted me through my pain and times of need and loved me without question.
I love you my kitty, my baby, I always will.

bear your neck, baby

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Snakes on my cell

I got a weird call today, and it was Samueal, motherfucking Jackson calling to tell me about his motherfucking movie! Awesome. How he got my number I'll never know :)
http://http://snakesonaplane.varitalk.com/

SO Friggin cute

This Kitty looks just like my kitty, Thai Li, except,my kitty is still more beautiful and purrfect! I'm always amazed when I see kitties that look like her since she is so unusual, a Lynx and Sable Siamese mix.

Ever have a day like this?

I think we've all felt like we're under a cat's ass sometimes, and this shots details it perfectly. Onward and upwards!

See and See some more

Here's the link to my latest pictures. Some from Athfest, some from the philadelphia Zoo, the day after we got back from Athens, and some of Abby from this summer so far. i am determined to get a pic of that child smiling! Most of you have seen the older ones i think, but feel free to look if you want to.
http://members17.clubphoto.com/heatherlyn737605/owner-0206-1.phtml

I'd rather be in NYC, but I'll take it.

You Belong in Rome

You're a big city girl with a small town heartWhich is why you're attracted to the romance of RomeStrolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in handAnd gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?

What City Do You Belong In?

Athfest memories

I will always remember;
Heather's tye-dyed unilet,
The soup at East West Bistro,
Hugs from Steve,
Feta dressing from The Grill,
Seeing the painted bulldogs,
Getting an awesome massage,
mo mo,
Buford
The heat and humidity,
The beetle that could carry away a small child,
The pretzels and pizza at Mello Mushroom,
Gallons of sweet tea,
The peach watertower,
The bid 3-d cow head
The South,
The kid in the pouring rain with no shoes riding his bike on I-85
the people with 2 8 yr old girls in the bac of their red pickup going form Greenville, SC to Charlotte, NC in the pouring rain, their little faces and them shrugigng at me and smiling as the rain pelted them.
Eating red velvet cake in the car on the way home.
It was a good vacation, not long enough, but filled with good food, good usic, good friends, and good times.

I know I've been MIA

Sorry to anyone who has been wondering where I am. I have jsut been in a serious non-computer mood since before vacation. So I have been spending lots of time with dear hubby and doing lots of nothing. Whihc is good for the summertime, The summertime invokes doing nothingness. I doubt i will be online much for a while yet until the wind changes, so jsut letting everyone know I am fine and dandy and in good spirits as well.
Went and saw Superman yesterday, it was better than i thought, although i think instead of Kryptonite, they should cut off his curl and his powers will cease. hehee, That friggin curl was perfect even when he was down and out. LOL. Also saw Pirates of the Carribean, The first one though, in preparation for seeing the second one. Ahh cheesy good/bad summer movies. have to gear up for Clerks, and SoaP too! Whooie!

Have iPod, will travel

This thing is the best freaking thing ever. So, tomorrow we leave for our vacation in Athens, Georgia. I am so glad I bought this iPod, it takes some time to load crap in, but then, no CD's, no cases, no fumbling, it's all at our fingertips. Also,having 5 days worth of music in something that fits in your pocket is mind-blowing. See yiu all next weekn, when I post drunk pics of Feaks. For those of you who are wondeirng where we are going, http://www.athfest.com

The Countdown Continues

We only have about 8 days left til vacation. We are both so excited and happy to get away together. It's beena longtime, nearly 2 years since we went away for more than an overnight trip. I've been busy loaidng up the iPod with more music for the drive. That's the only part that stinks.

Evolution of dance

Someone sent me this link form Youtube and it's pretty funny, even if it is 6 mins long.
http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMH0bHeiRNg

Snakes on a Pussy, part duex

Before MDG gets around to it. here is my contribution to the SoaP folder.

My Inner Rock Chick

You Are Ani Difranco!

Honest, real, and well liked. You're not limited by any boundaries. "And you can call me crazy But I think you're as lazy as white paint on the wall"

Who's" Your Inner Rock Chick?

Call Dorothy, I'm an Emerald.

Your Gemstone is Emerald

Balanced, liberated, and peaceful. You bring luck into any situation.

What Gemstone Are You?

21 Days til Vacation

The final stretch is here. Chris and I are both chomping at the bit to get the hell outta dodge.
As the immortal Nazi-sympathizer, Connie Francis, has said "V-A-C-A-T-I-O-N! We're gonna have a ball!

Crap on a crayon

That heather quiz totally frigged up my bolg. and it didn't even say it was gonna let me post it.
This puteirng is hard shit.

i'm a heather, you're a heather

Heather Chandler 50 BitchFactor, 73 OutThereNess

Did you see that?! Heather Number One just looked right AT me! Wait, that's you. Heather Chandler. You are the cat's pajamas. You are the Queen Bitch, and damn proud of it. You're worshipped at Westerburg, and you're only a junior. And woe to the person who forgets that for even a second. You are second to none when it comes to putting people in their places. Not only that, but you're so damn quotable when you insult your classmates that it's almost easy to forgive you for being such a bitch. Nobody else would get away with half the shit you do every day, which just proves how talented you are at being...well, being Heather #1. Just be careful whom you piss off, though, or somebody might try to slip you a wake-up cup full of liquid Drano. Quote: "Fuck me gently with a chainsaw. Do I look like Mother Teresa?"

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ummm, yeah

For those of you who had to deal with me over the past weekend, and wondered what the hell was wrong with me, here's a bit of an explanation. I go through bouts of depression, they don't happen frequently, and are usually gone within a few days, so since I really don't like taking meds, I don't really treat them. They used to be much worse when I was younger, and I chalk it up to hormonal fluctuations and such. Since the hormones are a bit more regulated with birth control, they are less frequent and less severe, which is a good thing. I was whacked out back then. So anyway, this one was a bit different , for some reason I was completely paranoid and was thinking things I shouldn't have, and ended up doing things I shouldn't have. So, in turn, hubby and I had a major rift that we are working on. The rift was completely due to me and the paranoia that was festering in my brain. So, for any of my readers, do I have any, I'm going to be a bit less around, and a lot less in the flirtation department on Murmurs. Because my husband and marriage really are more important to me than Murmurs, it's a necessary change, so I might appear a lot less fun to some folk. I'm just warning you all. The depression phase still hasn't left completely, neither has the paranoia, but it is starting to fade, so it will be gone eventually. I don't really want people worrying about me, since this is stuff I have been dealing with my whole life, and I am used to dealing with it. I'm just not sure how many of you have ever seen it in action, and I know I was pretty curt and pissy this past weekend. I'm sure my few friends thought I was pretty fucked up, but now you know, so you know. You know?

shittiest of shit shits

Blah, blah, meh, blah, feck, fecker, blah, blah, blah, ad infinitum, cuz it could go on forever right now. fuck.